2010 m. liepos 1 d., ketvirtadienis

How do things happen?

Did you wonder how things happen? What's the system. Of course you did. So what is it? Everything is so simple. Life is so simple. But human can make a lot of wrong decisions because of his logic and blindness. Is the logic the best way to make decisions? Noooo. Yes? Then you don't know something about the life. Then you missed something. And I'm really sorry for you about that.

It is said. Dream and your dreams will fight for you. True. But there's always a trick: if you chose something, you have to refuse something. Sucks, right? But it's always like this. The strangest thing is that even if you're in the biggest success of your life and it leads towards realization of your dreams, you stay like you've lost something. Not talkin' about myself. Thinking in general. You stay alone with your dreams. Alone. Far far away from your hometown, roots and everything you used to love. You convince yourself that you don't need that anymore. Well, you still feel you need that, but you feel that you've got to refuse it cause it's not on the way with your dreams. So you refuse it. You create new love. No no, you think new love. You think what to love. Not like you FEEL what to love, but you think. Isn't that stupid? You think what to love. Like playing some logic game. Where to put the chess to win?

Hm.. I'd say that's the worst thinking. You can think and make decisions about your career but not to THINK love. Did we come to the point when we don't have time to feel? Don't people have time to wait for the things that are meant to be just for them. Like you know when you wait for the thing and here it comes and you feel that's just for you. It's yours! And it's amazing. And you feel that you've experienced a miracle. And that's wow. And that's really really big. And you didn't have it earlier. And you got it now! And you won't let it go no matter what happens. Doesn't matter how far it is or how much energy you'll have to invest in that. But you want it. Cause you know it's yours! It's really yours! And you take a RISK! Talkin' about the both, career and love. I'd say it's always priorities. What's yours?

Yesterday had an interesting conversation with my friend. Unexpectedly met her on my way to the shop. And she made a good point: "How can you have something when you don't valuate it?" She was talking about money :) She earns a lot but don't have it and don't care about that. Ok. It's beautiful but honestly, such thinking is not for me :) Whatever. Not about that. Is love your value? How strong? Do you valuate it enough to have it? If you'd put the priorities of your life, I have no doubt that it would be: career, family, money. Don't know the order. In my system of priorities, love would be in the first place, then career and then money. Well, I guess 9 milliard people in the world think the same. Ok, maybe less. But anyway, that's a bit pathetic but it's the best general system to be happy. So how strong do you want to be loved?

My writing style an thinking is influenced by my favorite serial "Men in trees" :D

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